It is a challenge to move forward. It feels like a betrayal; if I move forward with my life I am forgetting about Laurence. Somehow if I stand still I will keep him close. If I get on with my life it feels like I will leave him behind.

In truth, I know I best acknowledge his legacy when I am living a life filled with love and faith.

So I move forward, not forgetting Laurence but taking him with me, remembering his love and celebrating his life. I thank God for blessing me with such extraordinary love.